I'm a single black mother that is raising a wonderful lil boy!!!
I haven't wrote for a long time. But I feel the need to vent. I have the house with my mom which I truly hate. Don't get me wrong, the house is great, but living with my mom is the part I hate the most. She is nothing but an alcholic loud mouth. But she won't take me off the mortgage, so I have to save some money and have a lawyer do it for me. So now I'm desparately looking for a second job.
It's been about 6 weeks since No Nuts has seen his son. I have washed my hands of him. He is no longer able to see my baby!!! And if he wants to see him, he has to take me to court. His birthday is this month (on the 26th) and he hasn't once called and asked what I wanted to do. I am going to do it at McDonald's. I tried that last year but it rained so hard I had to cancel, so I'm trying again. I even tried to invite his grandmother. I'm trying to turn over a new leaf with her. But if she doesn't respond, I'm done with her. And at least I can say that I tried. I just switched jobs recently. I used to work for a credit union, now I work for a city and I absolutely love it. I'm so down right now. I think I'll be better when I get out of this fucking house. She making my life miserable. And I feel so trapped that I can't even leave. But I keep saying to myself that it will get better.
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