I'm a single black mother that is raising a wonderful lil boy!!!
My Christmas was ok. I really don't get excited anymore because it's more about what my son gets. He made out pretty good this year. His father (No Nuts) actually came through this year. Last year he didn't get him shit. And I cursed his ass out. But he did get a gift from me. A order for child support!!! Fucker. He came here on Friday with his daughter to see his son. She bought him a gift and to say hi!!! It was kinda wierd since my son don't really know his sister. He kept crying when she tried to hold him. But can you blame my baby? He doesn't know anyone from his father's side of the family. Then the fucker wonders why I stay mad. WHATEVER!!! So I told my mom he must of felt like "FATHER OF THE YEAR" cuz of his fatherly effort (don't make me puke)!!! But it is now Sunday and he was supposed to come over, but never showed up or called. I just don't understand these fucking men today. I met a guy online and went out with him on Christmas Eve. We had a good time. I was just talking to him on the pc and he kept hinting around (pretty sure it was sex related). I told him not to beat around the bush, ask for what you want. So of course he didn't and kept asking me what I wanted. So if he can play dumb, so can I. Then finally he said he gave up and didn't speak to me. Fuck It!!!! I mean I swear, if you put out too fast then your a whore and they ignore you, but if you try to get to know the guy and just talk then they're not interested and don't talk. My God where can you find a fucking decent man now-a-days? Either they're married, locked up, or just fucking gay!!! They all play this fucking game that I don't have time for. But everytime you meet one, that is the first thing they say, "I'm not into games"!!! Whatver!!! I swear I hate dating. Sometimes I wonder what it would be like if I was a lesbian. For real, women understand women. With men it's a fucking guessing game. Maybe I'm just blowing off steam, but when is the right guy gonna come along?
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