I'm a single black mother that is raising a wonderful lil boy!!!
This entry is dedicated to my neice 14 years ago today and also my favorite singer of all time, PRINCE. It's kinda my most embarrasing as well.
My younger sister was pregnant with my neice and getting ready to have her. I was 18 and my sis was 17. I remember that day like it was yesterday. Me and my mom went to the hospital to help her with the birth. They were playing Prince on WGCI all day and that was the music she kept on to try and help her relax. Now keep in mind this is my first birth I've actually witnessed. So we are there and she's going thru the whole notion with the contractions and shit. I'm fine. Then as the contractions are getting stronger, she is starting to feel it. But then she got a shot of something to calm her down. She didn't want an epideral so the shot was the only thing they gave, but that wasn't working anymore. So she is starting to feel the shit and the pain I was watching her experience was getting to me. I started looking away trying to fight it. I went to the window to get some air and my vision got blurry and I started seeing doubles and shit.
Still being me and trying to play the shit off, I turned back around to see her push. As I'm watching her in pain, I then broke out into sweats and my breathing got a lil heavy. When the Dr. noticed I was getting ill and about to pass out, she quickly screamed for me to leave the room IMMEDIATELY!!!
So I go to the lobby and I'm like hyperventalating and this lady sat next to me and grabbed my hand and rubbed my back to get me to start my normal breathing. As I calmed down, she gave me some water and tissue to wipe my face.
Yes THIS IS MY MOST EMBARASSING episode of my life. What is even worse is our Dr. never let me forget that shit and was surely surprised when I ended up with my son 8 years later cuz I swore kids off!!! But see the difference between me and my sis I fucking bent over and got my epideral, FUCK THAT SHIT!!! I ain't no soldier. I don't think I could of had him without it.
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