I'm a single black mother that is raising a wonderful lil boy!!!
Why is everytime I get up on my feet, something is always there to kick me right down?
I really didn't want to write about it, but I just need to get this out. I finally thought I found the "PERFECT" person to take and pick my son up from school. She is perfect, but she just went through an ordeal and now she might have to move outta Joliet.
Her son got into some trouble and fought these guys with some of his boys. Well the boys retaliated and found one of the boys and shot him in the head. So this is putting her life and her family in jeopardy. He doesn't live with her, but she found somewhere for him to go permantly where noone can find him.
Now she doesn't live in the best neighborhood but noone every bothered her or the family. But she is fear of everyone's life and need to make a move quick fast.
So of course, in the near future, I'm stuck again!!!! I don't know what I'm gonna do. All I need is for his year to be over with and when he goes to kindergarten, it should be a lil better. If she found a place tommorrow, she would move tommorrow since she doesn't have a renewed lease with her landlord. She'll consider moving on the West side Joliet, but she is expanding her herizon!!!
When she told me, I just broke down like I normally do and told her that I was being selfish, but I really really depended on her. My sis calls me selfish, but she's got it good cuz she on public aide and was able to put her son in all day daycare. I don't have that privelege. I have to bust my ass to make sure he gets back and forth to work. Then when I "FINALLY" find someone to give me some justice, BOOM!!! Everything explodes in my face!!!
I was talking it over with my girlfriend and we came up with the idea of me getting back in the goods with my "OLD" babysitter. UGGGGGHHHH!!! FHJEIAOHGRLGHAOE!!! I have no hate towards her but I can't forget how she treated the whole situation so mildly like it's no big deal. So maybe when I get the nerve, I'll pop up over sometime. I'm not scared, but truthfully, I'd rather not bother with her.
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