I'm a single black mother that is raising a wonderful lil boy!!!
I know it's been awhile since I've last spoken. But I'm going through hell of lotta shit to where I don't know where to begin. I know this year was supposed to be my year and I'm not supposed to let anyone get over me this year, but it seems like my words are starting to bite me in the ass!!!
I'm going through shit at my job. I let my babysitter go and and letting my play sis take my son to school and I pick him up and take him to my grandmother's. Well now my boss is giving me a very hard time and being a punk about the situation. All I'm doing is taking my 2 fifteen minute breaks and picking him up from school and take him to my grandmother. He is telling me that this is not in our union contract and he forbids me to do it because the city lawyer told him to.
Then I'm going through a lot of things with my son's father. He is the biggest jack ass in the world and he honestly really thinks that I'm want him back. After all the pain, after all the hurt he's put me and my son through, why do I want this back again. I've been hurt for too long and I'm tired. The only thing I want is for him to be for my son and give him the male guidance that I can't give him. But he can't even do that!!!! And it just breaks my heart that I didn't get to enjoy my father and here it is that he has this chance and because of me, he won't come around. But this is the part that hurts me and I just can't get over it. But I know eventually I will get over it but I the mean time, I just need God to give me strength and him me through this rough time.
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