I'm a single black mother that is raising a wonderful lil boy!!!
Hi blogger fam!!!
How was everyone's Christmas? Mine was decent for the most part. My son made out good, which made me happy.
As a ritual, it seems me and my son's father argue every year. It's about the same shit every single time. Why can't he be a man and take care of his kids? Then he goes thru this whole thing that he is trying, but everything has to go my way. Well hello don't I deserve a fucking break? Then we go thru how he thinks I still want him...NEGRO PLEASE!!! If I wanted you, then don't you think you'd be with me???!!! Your missing the whole point, dude you need to take some fucking responsibility. Then this year as a bonus, I got to speak to his mother. She was like you guys go thru this every year, why? I calmly told her that if your son would get his act together, I wouldn't have to complain. She fucking had the nerve to stick up for him. Talking about what is my son done wrong. No the question is, what has your son done? NOT A FUCKING THANG!!!
Then we got on the whole thing of how come I don't call her. This is how the conversation went...
Her: Well I don't mind watching my grandson all you have to do is call. I bought him a X-mas gifts.
Me: Well you know what, my son don't need your gifts, he's got everything he needs. What he needs is your time. And it works both ways, you can pick up the phone too. I don't remember hearing that your phone was broken.
Her: Well I have alot of things on my plate right now.
Me: And I don't? I have to raise my son by myself. So you just let yet another year slip by without seeing your grandson, that's crazy!!!
Her: Well we got him some gifts and we were gonna bring it by today.
Me: *****Rolling Eyes****** Sure you were.
And let me tell you blog fam, she didn't come over. My son's father came and got him, cuz I decided I wanted to go the movies. She had her boyfriend come by with my son's father and pick him up. Now she had her chance, I'm fucking done. I can't deal with this shit no more. At one point in my life, I really felt that my son's life wasn't complete until he got to know the other side of his family. How many times I used to cry myself to sleep or get on the phone and cry to my mom like I was to blame for them not wanting to come around. It was like that for me growing up as a child. The only people I knew on my father's side was his uncle. My father never got the chance to show us before he died. Then my uncle never got the chance to show us before he died as well. And with my son, I wanted it to be different with him. But now, I could give 2 fucks. My family shows my son so much love till it's not even funny. Hell, even my co-workers show my son love. So I don't care anymore.
Oh but wait the conversation gets better my fam. I'm telling my son's father, that since they diagnosed my son with Autism, he has done nothing to help support my son, or me. This bastard had the nerve to say: "Why you wanna listen to them white people? Just because he can't talk, there ain't nothing wrong with him!!"
I'm like first of all (you selfish bastard) the white people are the ones that's helping him. They put him in a school where I don't have to pay a nickel. They have the patience and expertise that his other school couldn't give him. He is learning alot (which you don't even have a clue as to what he's achieved) at this new place and it's all thanks to me (not to mention the white people) for stepping up and finding someone to finally find why he was having so many problems in the past. So before you know the deal and start pointing your finger at the white man, you need to get your facts together. I told him to kindly shut the fuck up until he knows what he's talking about.
But then besides all the nonsense with my son's fahter, I had a nice Christmas. Me, my sis, and her kids went to go see DreamGirls. Excellent movie. And might I add, Feyonce, I mean Beyonce was not the star of the show. It was Jennifer Hudson all the way!!! Goddamn can that girl sang!!! When this comes out, I will be adding it into my collection!!!
So anyways....how was everyone else's CHRISTMAS???!!!
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