I'm a single black mother that is raising a wonderful lil boy!!!
Ahhhh...to be back at the gym again. I missed like 2 weeks because I've been super busy and super depressed, and had a really bad period rolled into one big BLAHHH!!!!. UGGGGHH!!! I truly hate periods. I'm going to the Dr. on Thursday to see if she can give me something to lighten it up and help control the cramps. And for the last couple of months I never got them on time, it was always a week or two late. And that one time I was 2 1/2 weeks late!! That's not good beause I used to get them like clock work. I know you people are like why is she giving a lil to much info on her cycle, but hey this is how I vent sometimes. But anyways... I'm pretty sure that she'd put me on birth control but I've been known to give out false information.
I am so glad that we have 2 1/2 weeks to go for the tax season because after this, I'm done with it. It's time to venture off for something new. I learned a lil bit there but I could of learned more. My supervisor there is just greedy. So I'm done with it, TO HELL WITH JACKSON HEWITT!!
Back to the gym though. I can't believe I went in there and started right where I left off. I did my hour on my machine and I burned my 700 calories!!!! I did one of the settings on there so I did some of the easy resistance and some hard resistance. Man I felt awesome afterwards!!! I can't wait till tax season is over with cuz then I could go everyday after work. People who haven't saw me said they can tell I'm losing the weight. YAY!!
Last week I had a shitty weekend. I allowed myself to get very down and just shut everyone out. I know it really pisses people off but sometimes I just don't want to hear the pep talk. But after I heard a few words from my mom (she didn't beat around the bush either), I told myself that I am wasting time feeling sorry for myself instead of enjoying life. Why do I keep stressing over lil shit!!! I still don't understand why I do that. So now I'm trying to have a diffent mind set. I know things are gonna continue to piss me off, but just don't let it get the best of me.
And dude to be honest with you exercising makes me feel a whole lot better. I mean when I'm done with a workout, it clears my mind. I actually feel stronger mentually and physically. I know I sound like a commercial or something but it's true. I'm now actually trying to do things that pleases me. It's small things, but I like doing it and I don't feel guilty.
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