I'm a single black mother that is raising a wonderful lil boy!!!
Well it's been awhile since I wrote about my son's father, but he wasn't around for almost 6 months!!!!! We got into an arguement and he likes to disappear when he gets angry at me. Yeah it hurt when he was gone, but hey I have to keep living and raising my son as always.
So Tuesday the 3rd, I get off work and come home. My cell phone rings and it's my mother. She's like what's going on and I'm like nothing. Then all of a sudden the phone goes quiet and I hear a different voice. I'm like who is this, and he's like it's me.
So I didn't know what to say so I'm like yeah what do you want. He's like I just wanted to see my son. And I'm just as dry to him like the Sahari Desert!!! And boom he hits me another one, HE NOW HAS 4 KIDS!!!!! Yes that's right, he has found out he has a 4th child that he is not taking care of. I try to be strong over the phone but when we hung up with each other, I lost it.
I really love this guy but we went through so much together. I don't know if I can forgive him for what he's put my son through. I don't care what we went through (but I do remember) it's just that I want my son raised the right way, which is with his mother and father around!!!
So everyone is telling me not to snap on him because it will only cause him to not come around again. But I guess I can agree to that. And I'm tired of being angry, it didn't get me nowhere and now I'm just tired.
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