I'm a single black mother that is raising a wonderful lil boy!!!
Today I have a really bad cold that I caught from my son. He's coughing and has the snotties. But we are both on our feet doing what we have to do. I look at him everyday and just shake my head how he looks shit like me and almost a spitting image of his fucking father. He has to be the best kid in the world. He knows when I'm upset, he will do something so retarded till I just end up laughing. Like on Sunday, I was up and about cleaning, watching my sister's kids and all that. Everytime I got something cleaned my booger and his cousin (my nephew) would destroy the whole damn room. They were driving me insane to the point where I was just snapping. My son knew I was upset at him and decides he wants to be a comedian. He puts both of his index fingers in each of his nostrils and screams like an ALIEN!! He's a nut ball. I couldn't be mad after that, that was pure ENTERTAINMENT!!! But then I just can't stand that he looks exactly like the person I can't stand!!! His father is the biggest ASSHOLE in the world. I hate his family with a passion, especially his "BITCH ASS" mother. That bitch is the fakest bitch I ever met. And she feels the same way about me. But the thing that gets me boiling is that she won't even visit my son, nor pick up the phone to see if he's alive. He has done nothing to her but she takes it out on him. Hell he's only been in the world for 15 months. And her son, with no balls, doesn't have the guts to tell her about herself. My son went a full year without seeing her. I was the one who was the bigger person and let him go visit. The first time I let him go, I had to take him over there to only find out she'd rather be shopping than to see her grandson after a whole year went by. But do you think that her son would ever mention that he hasn't seen his grandmother in a whole year? No...remember he has no balls!!!! I've cried so many times over this to the point where I can't cry anymore!!! When you see my boy, you instantly fall in love. I know I did from the first time I held him. People tell me that he is a very good baby. When he first came home from the hospital, I had no problems with him. He was very easy to raise. He slept through the night and everything. I couldn't of asked for a better baby!!! He's my little Boopadee Boo (his nickname). And he loves taking pics too. I remember on his first hair cut. My brother gave him his first haircut. He lost it!!! But when I said smile for the camera, he instantly stop crying and screaming and smiled for the camera!!! He's a natural (I'm not trying to brag, but he is!!). One day I hope to get him into like kiddy modeling. Maybe model for stores to put on the paper for advertisment. My only thing is I don't know where to start. I was at this one website and you have to pay. I'm a struggling mother and feel you shouldn't have to pay to get noticed. If someone out there has any thoughts or ideas, hit me up!!!
Talk to you all later..
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