I'm a single black mother that is raising a wonderful lil boy!!!
Well my New Year's was ok. Nothing to ohhh and awww about. It's official, I'm getting fucking old!!! I have started to cut back on my drinking (because of religious reasons) and it turns out that I really just need to go ahead and quit. I had about 4-5 martinis, 2 apple pie shots, about 5-6 jello shots, and 1 chocolate covered cherry shot, and a glass of bubbly and wouldn't you know I had to stop cuz my head was pounding and I wasn't even buzzing!!! This happened about a month ago too. I was only drinking those Smirnoff Ice and only had like 3 or 4 and was fucked up and my head was pounding again, so I just called it a nite and went home. So oh well I don't care cuz it's time for a change and trust me, I did my share of drinking.
I really don't have any. I just want to get on a healthy tip (because of the problems with my asthma) and do more for ME this year. I spoil the shit outta my son and I neglect myself, I want that to change, I wanna spoil ME once in awhile as well as my son. Cuz everytime I go into a store, I see stuff that I want, but then I feel guilty cuz I feel I could of brought this or that for my baby, so I end up not getting it. :( That's gonna change.
Mostly for 2007, I'm really just gonna focus on me and my son. I'm not going to be anti-social, but I want to keep to myself and be pre-occupied. I've learned that I just can't have female friends!!!!! I've learned all this the hard way too. When I was in my early 20's, I had mostly male friends and that's the best because they don't judge, or get jealous, or talk behind your back, or get hissy fits and not call you back for years. If a man has something to say, he's gonna tell you right there and not beat around the bush with it. That's what I like about male friends, I need to regain my male friends again. I only have 2 female friends, who I am really cool with. My friend that used to work with me and my friend that used to go to high school with me. She now lives in St. Louis and her and I don't talk much, but when we do, we can be on the phone for hours!!! She called me on Saturday and that's all we did was talk. And I enjoy talking to her cuz she gives it to me straight up with no bullshit. I've been telling her I was gonna come spend the weekend with her, and I think this year I will so she can show me around out there.
And there's also one resolution that I want to do, but if I don't do it, then I don't wanna get upset at myself about it. I'm gonna try to start on it as early as tomorrow. So if I get it started, then I will share with you guys.
Well that's all for me. I hope everyone has a GREAT 2007!!!
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