I'm a single black mother that is raising a wonderful lil boy!!!
I am so fucking hot this morning, I could just scream. I TRULY HATE MY FAMILY WITH A PASSION!!! I know this is wrong, but they make me sick to my stomach. I had give you guys the story why, cuz I need to truly vent.
Me and the babysitter planned a trip a lonnnnnngggg time ago to take the kids to Brookfield Zoo (pics will come when I get them developed). So my sis knows where we are going and she planned a party for my nephew's birthday. She asked me if we were coming and I said I don't know cuz we're going to the zoo. I told her that I won't make any promises, but I'll try. So I call my mom at work on Friday and she asked me again was I going to the party and again I explained to her that I'm going to the zoo, I really don't know. Then she's like your not gonna be at the zoo all day long. I'm like I know this but were gonna be walking around all day in the sun with kids, I'm sure I'll be exhausted. So then she lays it on thick saying that my sista said that she is really hoping we come cuz it won't be the same without my son there. WTF!!?? Now all of a sudden my son is important to her. WHATEVA!!!
So we are at the zoo and we had a good time. My sis calls and I didn't answer my phone. Around 5 o'clock, we are ready to go cuz me and the babysitter are hot and we both have a headache. So I told my babysitter the story about my sis and I tell her that I'm really not going.
Well I get home yesterday and my head is throbbing. I take some aspirin and nothing is helping. So I went to bed pretty early. It helped a lil to rest.
But I get up this morning and it's still hurting. So I decided to not go to church this morning. But I have to get up and clean cuz my landlord will be here to re-new my lease. I call my mom to ask her how the party went and she said it was nice. She said my nephew got alot of stuff. And my mom's boyfriend gave him $40. When she told me all this, I just blew up!!! Everytime I throw a party for my son, I spend all this money for the party, and he gets shit. My sista throws a party and he gets everything!!! I started crying (like I'm doing right now) and my mom was like I shouldn't even told you. Well I told her, too late. I told her this is the reason I dont' even come around my family. They treat my nephew like he's the golden child and my son like he's the black sheep. Their birthdays are only 15 days apart. Wheneva my son has a birthday, they all holla broke and 2 weeks later, they mysteriously have a come up!!!! I wish to God that I can get a new family, but he's not listening to that prayer. Am I truly being a baby or just being bitter, or do I have a right to be upset?
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