I'm a single black mother that is raising a wonderful lil boy!!!
HMMMM...What to talk about? Let's see. No weird son stories...No family gossip. You already know I hate my job. Um damn there isn't much to say then huh? That pretty much sums up my life (so sad :( ).
I was trying to get a booty call today, but the guy got into a horrible car crash (Lord is that a sign?)!!! I'm sorry if I let all my fans down, but like I said, in an earlier entry, dammit "I NEED LOVE"!!!! If you went through what I went through in '05, then you would understand my pain (or my frustration). I've got a horrilbe itch and I need someone to scatch it!!!! Some of you read this and say "damn she's a freak", well your right!!! I love sex and I ain't ashamed to tell it. I've never been a prude and I'm not about to start. So there!!!
But anyways, on a more serious note, my sis is doing bad. I wanted to call her and get on her case again, but then my mom told me that her friend that she works with is got stomach cancer (which I already knew) and that they can't do any operating cuz he's too far gone. So I called her today, to see how she was doing, and she sounded very bad. This man is in his early 50's and is going out like my uncle Jesse did.
If you don't know my uncle then I fill you in. When I was pregnant with my son the doctors announced that he had colon cancer. Well when they said he was taking a turn for the worse, I had 2 weeks to go on my pregnancy. The family went to the hospital and he was hysterical. The Dr. said it was because he was in so much pain. Well I just remember that everyone kept telling me to stop walking so much cuz I was walking from the waiting room to his room in intensive care and that was a stretch!!!! Well they said they would give him something to ease the pain but then warned the family that after they give it to him he's basically gonna die. So we all had to watch him lay there and die, it was so painful. But soon after he was gone, my fucking water broke!!! We were getting ready to go home and I stopped and went to the bathroom to pee. Well when I come out, I told my mother that I just didn't feel right, it felt like I was really wet. So we was right at the hospital where I was suppose to deliver anyway so we went up to the prenatal unit. The lady asked me for my panties and said that she was gonna check the fluid on my panties with a strip. If the strip turns blue then that means my water broke. Man it seemed like she hardly touch my undies and the strip turned blue quick!! So there I was grieving over my uncle and about to give birth!!! I had to name my son after him because he lead him into the world. So my son's middle name is Jesse.
So I just feel sorry for this guy. Only in his early 50's and about to die. Oh yeah speaking of that, they were supposed to tell him today how long he has to live!!! So I will check in with my sis tomorrow and find out.
I hate cancer with a passion. It wiped out alot of my family. It took, my Uncle Jesse, my Uncle Ralph (on my father's side), my uncle Jesse's wife, my cousins' mother, and continuing to take more. Cancer to me now is the new AIDS!! It taking people out left and right.
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